my subconscious
self sabotage...

I am collapsing.

inward.

a kaleidoscope of fear.

at least I'm in disguise.

incognito.

under it all.

the same again please with the same pitfalls and shortcomings.

and a double scoop of trouble please.

it's just what I do.

I know I know...

it's the same old stench.

I like it now.

there's no way out of the loop it seems.

not for the likes of me.

over and over again.

crash and burn like a crash test dummy.

ja that's me.

melted down towards the same fate.

to do the same thing again.

and again.

head into the windshield.

head into the windshield

words john goddard